Faith's Findings

I started this entry in late January. As with a lot of my posts, I was letting it sit for a while before coming back to it. So here I am, coming back to it after Libby was born and it’s taken a whole other journey on its own. However, I think it’s perfect and leads into my next post that’s been sitting and still being written.  I once joked about going for a monthly massage at my chiropractor, saying that I was paying for my monthly dose of physical touch. There was a time in my life where I would go days or weeks without touching another human. Isn’t that bizarre?  It’s especially bizarre to me now because I can’t go five minutes without being touched.  But see, these pictures are precious to me. These moments, I truly do cherish them.  My time with Gracee and Titus started years after their birth, so in some ways we are all playing catch up.  In God’s goodness, He gave us each other in His time. And in a way that can o...

33 begins today.   32 was an eventful year to say the least.   32 brought me closer to the Lord despite circumstances.   32 brought boxes and lots of them. 32 brought purging. 32 brought hope. 32 brought me my future husband, my forever . 32 made me a mom.   Oh, and I finished my Masters, which seems insignificant in light of everything the Lord has been up to.   But, above all that 32 brought me, it brought me a new understanding of God’s sovereignty, His love, and His mercy. I know I sound like a broken record when I say that I’m in awe of what the Lord has done and how He chose me for this journey. But, I will say it until there’s no breath left in me.   For years, literal years, I have prayed for my future husband and for a family of my own. For years, I have dreamed of seeing Christmas through my own children’s eyes. For years, I have prayed for the shoulders that would hold me when I just couldn’t anymore that day. ...