Faith's Findings

33 begins today.   32 was an eventful year to say the least.   32 brought me closer to the Lord despite circumstances.   32 brought boxes and lots of them. 32 brought purging. 32 brought hope. 32 brought me my future husband, my forever . 32 made me a mom.   Oh, and I finished my Masters, which seems insignificant in light of everything the Lord has been up to.   But, above all that 32 brought me, it brought me a new understanding of God’s sovereignty, His love, and His mercy. I know I sound like a broken record when I say that I’m in awe of what the Lord has done and how He chose me for this journey. But, I will say it until there’s no breath left in me.   For years, literal years, I have prayed for my future husband and for a family of my own. For years, I have dreamed of seeing Christmas through my own children’s eyes. For years, I have prayed for the shoulders that would hold me when I just couldn’t anymore that day. ...

Lamentations 3:22-23 The steadfast love of the LORD never ceases; His mercies never come to an end; they are new every morning; great is Your faithfulness. If you follow me on Facebook or Instagram, then you know that since my last post my life has drastically changed. The Lord has given me a treasure. He has given me the physical embodiment of my prayers in Jimmie and these precious babies. I don’t mean that to be cliché, but I mean that as if you were to look in the box of letters/prayers that’s under my bed, you would see just how beautiful this is. Of all the views I’ve ever posted about, this is one that stops me in my tracks. This one is the most beautiful. This one is it - the one He has ordained- the one for which I’ve prayed - the one that is proof of His faithfulness.   The view might be different than what I or some of those who walked this journey with me imagined. But when I see this view, I know without a shadow of doubt that He ...

What if… What if she/he never comes back? What if…. "Does that change the sovereignty of me, God Almighty?" "Does that change that I Am the Great I Am?" "Does that change that I am still on the throne?" What if the circumstances don’t change? "Does that change Who I AM?" "Does that change the Promises I have made?" "Does that change My Love for you?" What about the glimpse of hope that the circumstances are changing? "Circumstances change with the wind, but I remain the same." "Is your hope in Me? Or in the circumstance?" “Or in the outcome?” “…when the test says no baby.” "Keep your eyes on Me." “…when the diagnosis is cancer.” "Keep your eyes on Me." “…when the waiting is too much.” "Keep your eyes on Me." “…when the betrayal knocks you on your face.” "Keep your eyes on Me." I know I've written posts like this...