"But..."

I cast my vote. But before I did, my eyes scanned up and down both parties. My heart sank and my stomach turned. The names on both lists are disheartening--each for their own reasons. 

Then my heart began---Lord, I'm sorry. I don't know which button to push. I am struggling with this election more than I have with any other election. And for some reason, my heart breaks. 

I love my country. I love our democracy. I sometimes think I'd like to get into politics, but I don't want to sell my soul.  My pawpaws fought faithfully for this right to vote and here I am not even sure what I am voting for anymore. 

I know who I don't want in office, but I'm not sure I want any of these names in office. I know that He is Lord regardless of who sits in the Oval, but.... See, there's always that but. And maybe, just maybe that's where my problem lies. Maybe there shouldn't be that "but." Maybe, I should rest in the fact that I know the One who holds the stars, already knows who will sit in the Oval. 

That's sobering. 

With so many opinions and theories out there, it's so easy to get caught up in heated conversations and debates and the hype. I'm not advocating ignorance here or this hippie way of life. Please know that. But, I am advocating for people to educate themselves before casting a vote. I am advocating that this be a personal decision, not blasted ignorance on social media. I am advocating that Christians, in particular, examine their heart and His word during this election year. I am advocating that everyone should vote! 

 

So, maybe there shouldn't be the "but." And there should be the reminder that He has all things suspended.